Thursday, July 30, 2009 • 10:18 PM
I realised I'm getting more harsh with my words. At home, I would just snap when I'm angry. Whether it is minor or not.
And today, my friend told me that I stoned and when she said stoned, it meant I was just sitting there staring into blank space without moving. I didn't even know I can do that.
Somehow I feel that when I get older, I will be depressed. Hard to believe, but I think I will. Maybe when I finally lose it, I might even be a serial killer like the books I read.
I just broke down a few moments ago. Why? What other reason can there be? I feel like breaking down again. Sh*t. I hate this. I feel so tired now. Wish to sleep for a long time. No, I don't want to die lah. I'm not so extreme. I just need to catch up on my long lost sleep.
But I can't help thinking what if I die tomorrow. Have you wondered? Hm. I gotta go. Need to sleep.
