Hamidah. 17.
A typical teenager with needs and wants. Hate her or love her, it's up to you
Cos' she doesn't give a damn
The Un-obtainable
Gimme what you think I like
Gimme what you think I want
Gimme what you think I long for
Gimme what you think I need
Gimme what you think I desire
Then all will be well
Big whoop whoop! Haha. It's the end of Prelims! A step closer to the Oreos. Woah...I'm old already. Scary.
The last paper was today which was Chemistry. Do-able. I guess waking up at 4am to eat and study helped a lot. Should do that more often. For me it did wonders. My brain was like some washing machine, so fast and cool. Thanks brain. Strangely, my feelings for exam is similar when I was in lower secondary. A feeling that I'll know I can pass. It's been a long time since that feeling came. Memories will last a lifetime. :)
Today is a happy day for me. Alone for the whole. Parents gone shopping. Finally, a time I can meditate.
In school, everything was okay. Played a game that I just learned from fairy. Talked about hysteria with someone and laughed nonstop. Some people were talking about disgusting stuff involving a length of 11 inch. Haha. So fun.
But, something is wrong. I know there is but what am I to do. Haissh... Letting go is the best way huh?
aku tak boleh buat apa-apa. ini masalah korang tetapi sedih aku tengok keadaannya. PS I feel happy nowadays. I don't why. But it has been a long time I laughed with you.