Wednesday, October 18, 2006 • 2:33 PM
Things are starting to change very wrongly. Not because for the better but for the worse. I'm just sad because of this. The next thing is the fact that there is no lakota players for the captain's ball.(i think)It is all so saddening and dissapointing. Can anyone help me stop this misery in me? WIll you help me overcome this damn feeling inside of me or am i just hungry from fasting? But either way i'm still upset. I can only depend on the lakota boys to do me proud. I believe that Taufiq, Hidayat, Raymi and John to play for us. I guess that makes me kind of happy.
Man...
Sometimes i think that i don't want to talk anymore but it seemed that it won't happen. This is because i'm always with the one and only "joyah" in our class who is Nurmisliana. Being with her together with her and Adam and Wilson really make my day a happy day. But whether i talk or not, whether i'm at school or not, i have this funny feeling that i can't forget about someone special. This feeling just never stop. It's a him by the way. Looking, thinking and realizing that he is near really make me a happy girl. But theres just one problem to this matter which is that...i can't tell you or anyone in this entire world.
Well...
Goodbye my friends...
May all of you be happy people
No matter what happen
Peace,
Hamidah Mohammad
